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Updated: I'm starting to like this kind of routine, yea it's tiring indeed. But I have a feeling that I will be enjoying it so much! And that's a good thing! Yihaaa (~^.^)~

22

I do love Swift sooo much! And now, her "22" song fits so perfectly with today! <3
Eventhough it might be a little bit bitter, or a little bit sweet, but, I thank God for letting me have this day.
God still give me a shot to keep walking on our own path. To keep creating memories.
And, ladies and gentlemen, please welcome, 22!

Passions

I just bought the #easyenglish book from @karlinakuning, and I love it so much :3 The author used to be my english teacher at Prim*gama when I was in JHS.
When I was reading the book, suddenly I found my #dreamcatcher book, by @AlandaKariza. Wow, what a perfect compilation!
And some random thoughts just passed by,;
that your passions exactly come from things that you love the most.
Then I decided to write those on this post.
So, here are mine;

Books ; I'm so in love with reading books, no matter what kind they are

English ; Yes! Apparently I just realized that I love learning English so much. And I want to master at it too.

Writing ; I'm deeply in love with writing. I can become whoever I want to be, I can become who I am, and I can hold the world in my hand when I'm writing something.

Singing ; I like singing too. Eventhough I'm not really good at it, I enjoy it so much. I found my soul in it, and I'm like a free bird when singing. 

Uhm..what else? I think the rest is still wandering in the other side of my mind.
And, what's yours?  Go quickly find something you love the most, so you will know what your passions really are.
Good luck with your own paths!

"Do what you love, and the money will follow."

A Tough Game

 

I can say that society is a tough game. When you lose only a slight glance, you're gonna lose forever. And when you win the game, there will be a thousand, million, billion people who think that you are wrong, you're not deserved to be there at your current place. They're all against you and judge you. They will make thousands of excuses to prove that you're nothing, so it could lead to provocations and misunderstandings and...BUM! You're dumped out of the game.

I dunno why, but that way of thinking really irritates me. But I couldn't even escape and run away from the game. Because, like I just said, once I lose it, I will lose forever. And when I'm not holding strong on to my convictions, forever I will be floating on the seas, which gonna lead me to nowhere.

Puft. Society is a tough game. Indeed.

Letih Hati

Kutepis rasa kacauku ini

Yang selalu menunggu waktu

Mimpi, asa, harapan

Semuanya ada di benakku

Semua terasa tak berarti

Mengembangkan selintas cahaya

Ternyata tak semudah yang kukira

Sebegitu sulitnya

Setelah semua kertas memori terisi

Dengan segala tinta berwarna tak tertata

Wajahku hanya diam merenungi

Ini nyata

Tak bisa kuputar dunia

Sudah

Tak mau lagi aku meletakkan percaya

Pada mereka, pembunuh asa

Sudah, cukup, aku tak bisa menghapusnya

Semuanya t’lah tak terhias lagi

Seperti dulu

Tak ingin lagi aku menari di atas awan

Mengangkatku, membumbungku, terbang tinggi

Yang akhirnya kukecap sesal

Itu hanyalah mimpi tak bertuan

Sesatkanku, hilangkan arah

Tak ingin lagi aku berhenti pada satu tambatan

Aku masih tak ingin berlayar ke samudera harapan

Perih, masih disayatkan di robekanku

Belum jua lenyap termakan waktu

Namun

Ia datang kembali mencari hatinya

Setelah bertahun menunggu dalam kegelapan

Mengurai tangis dalam kesepian

Ia datang

Mencoba mengetuk kembali

Gerbang yang masih rapat terkunci

Ia datang

Pesona, aura

Tak dapat terelakkan

Walau sekejap

Ia mampu lukiskan cahaya itu

Mencoba memulihkan sobekan tak tentu

Meyakinkan kembali bahwa masih ada kehidupan

Indah, terasa indah

Semoga ia takkan salah

Memilih hatiku, untuk dirinya

9:29 PM

Thu, 25 November 2010

Thanks, Mom

Last night I just had a precious convo with my Mom. We've been talking about some random things, and it lead to..."what will I be in the future" topic. At first, I was really...really....afraid, when I was going to tell Mom my dream job actually. What I want to be....from the deepest side of my heart. My spirit. My passion.
I said to Mom that I want to be a lecturer or a education person that related to psychology thingy. Since I was little, I have had that desire in my heart, that I really like whatever the things are when it comes to psychology. I want to be near kids, I want to be person who could change the world, at least I could make a change from my surroundings, from people near me. I want to make a social organization which could help children in disability, educate the poor children, etc.
When I told the reason to her why I choose psychology as my main choice.....I couldn't believe what my Mom said. MY MOM AGREED! :"D Thank You GOD! I couldn't tell You how much that thing means to me... I couldn't thank You enough, thank You, Jesus. You're the best!! :"D
Yes, so it was all clear, I've got the key, that approval from my mom to continue my study to the higher level.
I thought, my parents, exactly my mom wanted me to become as she wants. I thought, she wanted me to choose faculties like chemistry, physics, medical, pharmacy, or some other things like that. So I was, and am sooo happy and relieved when my mom agreed with my choice. :"D
My mom said, " To choose the stream in university level, it's all your private decision. It's you, yourself, who has the right to decide it. Neither other people, nor mom. Mom's duty is only to give advice and support you whatever your choice is."
And I promise Mom, I will make you happy, I will make you proud. I will prove to you, Mom.