On the night like this, with my current condition, I am so worried..... I dunno. I haven't felt like this way before. Cz this time is kinda different. Mom's sick and now I'm so worried bout her condition :( I even can't stop sheding a tear whenever I'm thinking bout her. Maybe I have loved her so much. Maybe I have realized that her love and affection is too much to me. Beyond the boundaries and will remain forever. My mom has been my superhero. She stays up so late and wakes up before dawn. She works a whole day and gets home when the sky goes dark. I know how tired she is. I can read her face. If only I could do something for her, I will.
Now Mom got sick and it worries me so much. Mom has been the only shoulder for me to lean on since Dad works overseas. He spents 9 till 10 months there every period. So it's a rare chance for me to see him when he's home. And because of that, my mom always stands alone. She has to take care her three children too. My mom often gets sick when she's too tired. And for now, she's almost hospitalized. Luckily, she wasn't. Her doctor has to wait till 2 days later to see how her condition is. If it's getting worst, she has to be hospitalized. :( God, please show me the way. Please give me n mom strength to face a condition like this. I hope mom's condition is getting better soon. And I hope I could be strong enough to stand up. I know You hear me, I know You will grant my hopes. I know God, You will. Amen.
I Love You, Mom :')
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