The Ones

Hello, I finally meet you again guys ;)
Well...let's just make this thing simple.

Uhm, it's already 11 PM and I haven't slept yet, still waiting for someone to reply my text, but I think he's fallen asleep, huh -_-
Uhm. This night, I went to my daydreaming again btw.. I imagined...maybe over thought..
Many people have their own bestfriends, they keep hanging out together, gossiping and things like that. They keep saying that they really love what are theirs, they say that bestfriends are diamonds, nothing can replace them. Honestly, I was amazed with it. But my question is, where are mine? Do I have one? Or do I really have no one I can lean on to?
My brain seems so tired, it can't even answer that simple question of mine. If I ask my own self, do I really have one?

My bestfriends, suddenly disappeared one by one. I don't know where they are now. But one thing I'm sure of, that they've found their bestfriends who are better than me. And I'm glad for that. Really.

I admit it, I like spending time alone, wandering at some places and buy nothing, better than hanging out with many people. Some people probably would call me weird, but I will just take that as a compliment though, lol. But, if you know me, I actually wanna hang out with anyone. Everyone. If some people give their group a label, I don't need to make one. I don't have to show to the people all the time that I love my bestfriends, that they're my saviours, that I'm really glad they've come to my life, that I'm so fortunate to have them as my bestfriends... To me, I don't have to do all that things. Because, my heart says, what really comes from heart, actually speaks the lowest. In silence, we can found many hidden precious things. We can look into our hearts...and found who's the most priceless one for us.

So...if I have to ask myself, do I really have bestfriends; the most precious and priceless people in my life?
I have a lot!
Thank God, You give me Mom who has become my closest bestfriend, the one who wants to listen to me everyday and everytime.
You give me lovely sister and brother, the ones who make my world merrier.
You give me Dad, who always guides me, motivates me, and supports me.

You give me him, who has become my elder brother, my Dad, my best buddy. He always cheers me up when I'm sad, he becomes my clown to make me laugh, he sings my favourite song for me, he gives me chocolate when I was in bad mood, he gives many life lessons to me..and over all, he's all that I need.

So, should I be worry? It's a big "No"!

Tuhan sudah terlalu baik kepada kita dengan cara-Nya, namun hanya sedikit yang menyadarinya ;)